Masaomi Kida (
generalflirt) wrote2012-02-19 12:21 pm
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[.......Wait what?
Masaomi wakes up on the 19th (post event), and starts his day as normal (well aside from waking up a bit later than normal) until he realizes WAIT, WHAT about two or three different things all at once. He promptly gives up any semblance of a normal morning, instead opens his journal and writes/draws the following entry:]

[image not drawn by me, found on image search]
What can any of you tell me about this [arrow up to the Luffy sketch] guy?
Is he suave?
[.......Wait what?
Masaomi wakes up on the 19th (post event), and starts his day as normal (well aside from waking up a bit later than normal) until he realizes WAIT, WHAT about two or three different things all at once. He promptly gives up any semblance of a normal morning, instead opens his journal and writes/draws the following entry:]

[image not drawn by me, found on image search]
What can any of you tell me about this [arrow up to the Luffy sketch] guy?
Is he suave?
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[But it's not. Benefit for the Malnosso, somehow]
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Zero-sum? [...] Does that mean even?
[...is he really calling this a game?]
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But. If this were a "game" I have a handicap. I started at three.
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What are you talking about?
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I mean that I'm sitting here across from the prettiest girl in this village.
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Oh, Masaomi...
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I can't objectively prove that. Subjectively... it's not a lie.
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And she can't put much faith in them either. She doesn't quite think that he's lying, but her second response is something like: Until you tell that to the next girl who walks in the room. which is just ungenerous enough that Katara actually takes stock of the situation and doesn't say it out loud.
Which leads to the third response, after a second or two of prolonged not!pouting.]
Then thank you for the compliment.
[y u p.]
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[He leans in, challenging her. Still smiling]
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You are making her so uncomfortable right now, Masaomi.]
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I'm pretty sure that the polite thing to do when you're complimented is to say 'thank you.' [Frown. Can we stop talking about this now? Ugh, after her conversation with Sanji earlier that day and everything...]
What else am I supposed to say?
[To get you to stop.]
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With you right in front of me like this? Maybe you just blush and nod. "Thank you," in fact, strikes me as dismissing it.
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She doesn't, however, because even though she's uncomfortable at how well he knows her to call her on this, and even though she's starting to get angry, she doesn't want to encourage or continue this.]
That's exactly what I'm doing. Polite. Dismissal. [Because she is polite. When she's not angry.]
You don't get to tell me how I have to respond to what you say.
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Maybe not. But I do get to tell you how I'm losing myself in your eyes.
[Which he's keeping eye contact on. ...It's not a lie at all tbh]
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He's right. She gave him that right to tell her the truth as he sees it. But that doesn't mean she wants to hear it, or believe it, or allow it anywhere close to this part of her heart which is parched and hurting.
So now she does lean forward a little, that hand which had been behind her coming around to slap down on the floor between them. She doesn't tear her eyes from his because that would feel like - losing, somehow, like giving up and letting him see, and so instead he'll get to see all that she's feeling reflected in them, the pain and humiliation and frustrated anger.]
Stop it!
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And so with an even tone] Why?
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I don't want to hear this! ["Right now" is what she really should have added on if she was going to be polite about it, and believable, and make it just about this situation. But he's getting the truth instead.]
You think I like having to shut you down? You think I like having to hear these things about myself which aren't true - and if they are, are informed by feelings I can't return? It's not fair- [and it hurts.
She bites off those last words, but doesn't have anything else to complete the sentence.]
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I said "Stop it!"
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[His hands are fists, aren't they? Dammit Dammit.]
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I'm not talking with you about this anymore. I'll accept that you mean what you say, but that's it, Masaomi.
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But that would piss him off. he holds his tongue. Linda looks disappointed at this resolution, but huff. Actually, she's going to walk on over to get between them. Masaomi, for his part, answers]
Alright, good.
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And while she might say that she'd accept his opinion, and mean it. in actuality what happens is that it's going to get put in a box marked as 'Irrelevant' because of those very same feelings that prompting him to say it.
She looks up, but not at him, and not at Linda walk between them. She looks towards a wall, by the door.]
I think I'm done.
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