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[Masaomi has been dreadfully ill since, well... since about Nagisa's party and going to look for a starfish the night before. Since then, well... he passed out there, barely made it home, and had been nursed ever since. He was slightly delirious though all this, and he relied on Saki to get him through things while working on autopilot. He wasn't able to really move much himself until about the 29th or so. After that you might have seen him going in and out of the kitchen. But had he not seen Saki as much somehow...?

This pattern lasts until he wakes up about three PM on the 3rd. He's finally feeling better, and is able to pick up the journal, flip through things, and then go check on Saki and... she's not there. He searches the apartment, is it just him or is it more empty. Finally, he goes to make a filtered message to her to see if she's around...

And. She's not. The filter breaks.

She's gone.

Gone.

He got back his cell phone a while ago - he hasn't opened it, really, but after Fray gave it back to him the only thing he used it for was that thing with the texts and "Tanaka Taro." But. He flips it open to see Saki's picture in there. His grip tightens. They never even talked and she's gone.. completely gone. He begins to shake. The rage lasts a while and he tries to calm down enough to make a little post saying she's gone. and finally... two hours later, he thinks he is]

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Everyone. Ah, I - I... [...No, he can't do it. He can't be calm]

Son of bitch! No! [And then he throws the cell phone clean across the room. It hits the wall with a loud sound - it's not broke, not quite, but the battery pops out of the back and the screen cracks. But who cares. Now, now? His voice is pained beyond anything people have heard in Luceti since about when Mikado was sent home, but this pain is different - Mikado's was cold fury, this one is erratic fury and sorrow and... well yeah]

Why now?! [Voice break] Why- dammit, [He grits his teeth] Dammit!

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Home, home.

At least you'll get to see her again then, right?

Edited 2012-01-10 06:50 (UTC)

Ah...hah. I suppose so.

...is that not a good thing?

Ah, no. I suppose you would call that reassuring?

But it doesn't make it feel any better now, I know. Trust me, I know.

Do you?

[...give her a second to put up a filter. She always feels weird talking about someone while they're in Luceti and can easily read it.]

My best friends are two boys I've known practically my entire life. One's name is Sora, the other is Riku. I don't know if you've met either of them. I've been here for about three years now and I've seen Riku come and go twice, and I've seen Sora come and go...gosh, I think this is the third time he's come back. [It has to be, right? Sora was here when she arrived. Then he left. Came back. Left. Came back and stayed for so long that she was almost sure he'd stay forever...left. And now he's back again.]

Sora left the first time almost immediately after I got here. He was back for a really short while, but he left again. The third time he showed up, he was here for a little over a year.

It was enough time for him to start dating me, anyway. We dated for almost a year before he was sent home again. When he came back? He didn't remember any of it.

I think one of the worst ways to miss someone is to have them right next to you. The other worst way is to know that you'll see them again when you go home, but it won't be the same as what happened here.

So...I don't know. You tell me. Do I?

[Too much. That's just too much handle right now. It's right, yes - of course it's right. Of course it's painful. But that's nothing something he's a position to acknowledge. There's silence on the other end. He doesn't click record for it to pick up his half-sobs]

[She wasn't expecting a real response, but she'll just keep talking.]

...it's hard. But don't let it get to you too much, okay? Just hold out the hope that you'll get to see her again really soon.

[But he doesn't... nngh]

Yeah, right.

Let me know if you want to talk about it all later, okay? [Can you blame her for trying?]

Why offer?

Why not?

Ah, so that's how it is... I'll consider it.

...look. You're a friend, Masaomi, whether you want to admit it or not. This is what friends do, so even if you won't accept it, just know it's offered. Okay?

Friend...? Ah.

Is it that hard to believe?

No, I suppose not. [he lied]

Good. That's all I wanted to hear. [Even if she's unaware he's a liar 8|]

~♥TWENTY-NINE♥~

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