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Masaomi Kida ([personal profile] generalflirt) wrote2012-01-03 05:21 pm

~♥TWENTY-NINE♥~

[Masaomi has been dreadfully ill since, well... since about Nagisa's party and going to look for a starfish the night before. Since then, well... he passed out there, barely made it home, and had been nursed ever since. He was slightly delirious though all this, and he relied on Saki to get him through things while working on autopilot. He wasn't able to really move much himself until about the 29th or so. After that you might have seen him going in and out of the kitchen. But had he not seen Saki as much somehow...?

This pattern lasts until he wakes up about three PM on the 3rd. He's finally feeling better, and is able to pick up the journal, flip through things, and then go check on Saki and... she's not there. He searches the apartment, is it just him or is it more empty. Finally, he goes to make a filtered message to her to see if she's around...

And. She's not. The filter breaks.

She's gone.

Gone.

He got back his cell phone a while ago - he hasn't opened it, really, but after Fray gave it back to him the only thing he used it for was that thing with the texts and "Tanaka Taro." But. He flips it open to see Saki's picture in there. His grip tightens. They never even talked and she's gone.. completely gone. He begins to shake. The rage lasts a while and he tries to calm down enough to make a little post saying she's gone. and finally... two hours later, he thinks he is]


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Everyone. Ah, I - I... [...No, he can't do it. He can't be calm]

Son of bitch! No! [And then he throws the cell phone clean across the room. It hits the wall with a loud sound - it's not broke, not quite, but the battery pops out of the back and the screen cracks. But who cares. Now, now? His voice is pained beyond anything people have heard in Luceti since about when Mikado was sent home, but this pain is different - Mikado's was cold fury, this one is erratic fury and sorrow and... well yeah]

Why now?! [Voice break] Why- dammit, [He grits his teeth] Dammit!
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[personal profile] markofthebrave 2012-01-07 02:34 am (UTC)(link)
[She looks at his expression with a little frustration. You're asking me to be something I'm not.

And she sighs.]
I don't know what else I can tell you.

[...If he had something in mind for that assurance, now's a good time to come out with it.]
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[personal profile] markofthebrave 2012-01-07 03:29 am (UTC)(link)
[...pfff. His flailing about does succeed in lightening the mood.]

It's okay. I understand that you're asking me to do something that makes sense to you and... [a little softly:] it's an honor.

[And then she spreads her hands a little helplessly, her voice returning to its normal level.] But I won't promise you something that I'm not sure I can keep.
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[personal profile] markofthebrave 2012-01-07 04:13 am (UTC)(link)
[She blinks.] What - oh.

[A quick blush and smile before she sobers.

Reaching out a hand, she tentatively touches the scarf around his neck for a moment before dropping her hand.]


Are you going to be wearing this from now on?
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[personal profile] markofthebrave 2012-01-07 08:44 pm (UTC)(link)
[Some small relief there.]

But you are planning on a confrontation.
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[personal profile] markofthebrave 2012-01-07 09:46 pm (UTC)(link)
Is that what you met with Gold and Shikamaru about?
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[personal profile] markofthebrave 2012-01-07 11:19 pm (UTC)(link)
Are you going to tell me what they were?
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[personal profile] markofthebrave 2012-01-09 08:04 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh. [She's... not sure that she can ask what they said. She's not sure that's fair. After all, she said no. But... she wants to know, all the same.]

They're a good choice.
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[personal profile] markofthebrave 2012-01-10 03:56 am (UTC)(link)
Oh. [She said that before. But she doesn't know what else to say, really.

...she really, really wants to ask.

But it's not fair.]


Your turn.

[...at least this turn, anyway.]
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[personal profile] markofthebrave 2012-01-10 05:08 am (UTC)(link)
[Blink.]

What?

[Really, she should have seen something like this coming, but he manages to take Katara by surprise with this subject-shift.]
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[personal profile] markofthebrave 2012-01-10 03:35 pm (UTC)(link)
[Dude, if you make her reject you on a day when you're already heartbroken, she is going to play the avoid-you-forever card afterwards.]
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[personal profile] markofthebrave 2012-01-10 03:36 pm (UTC)(link)
[Oh look - a possible way out?]

If we got a group together and decided to go, that could be fun! I don't really mind the winter, but I know all this snow has been bothering a lot of people.
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[personal profile] markofthebrave 2012-01-11 03:09 am (UTC)(link)
[A small, nostalgic... and lightly pained smile.]

Winter reminds me of home. And it's the best season for a waterbender. I love all this snow.

[Because she'd just as soon shift the conversation away from any sort of dating...]
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