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Masaomi Kida ([personal profile] generalflirt) wrote1990-03-07 03:35 pm
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Appointments Post ( I )

This post here is for personal conversations which should happen but one or both of us doesn't want to put up a new post/log and thus we will just thread it out here. This can be used to thread with Masaomi anytime and anywhere. This can either be in person (with action), or via the journal's call feature (voice and/or written).

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fourteen: (address → do I disappear?)

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[personal profile] fourteen 2012-11-03 08:04 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah... I know. I just feel like we're getting distracted... I didn't know you wanted to set up a room. [ But if he leads the way, she'll follow. ]
fourteen: (homg wut → it together.)

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[personal profile] fourteen 2012-11-03 08:22 am (UTC)(link)
[ Ooh. See, Xion is unfamiliar with gyms like this! They're normal to him, but to her they are rather a departure from her usual sort of training spaces. So she heads in with an air of curiosity...

... and immediately bows a little under the sudden increased gravity, a sound of shock escaping her. She nearly goes to one knee, unbalanced, before she rights herself and pushes back to her feet. She lifts her hands, noting the extra effort it requires wonderingly. It's like someone has attached weights to every part of her body. ]


What did you do? [ With soft awe. ]
fourteen: (ecstatic → that I used to know.)

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[personal profile] fourteen 2012-11-03 08:30 am (UTC)(link)
Wow... Masaomi, that's amazing! [ Briefly, all thoughts of anything serious go out of her head as she lights up, bright as the sun, overjoyed by this discovery. She immediately starts moving around - first just stretching, then jumping in place, then moving through a few Kyoshi forms. She doesn't do it all perfectly, of course - a few times she nearly falls flat on her face because the heavier gravity makes her miscalculate her body positions. But she manages to stay upright. ]

You must get really strong, training like this...
fourteen: (pic#1707719)

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[personal profile] fourteen 2012-11-03 08:42 am (UTC)(link)
I'm okay! [ She pauses briefly. ... now would be the time to bring it up, wouldn't it? But to be honest, it's going to be a little hard like this... she feels the pressure on her body, too. It's not that it's hard to breathe precisely ... it just feels off. Heavy. ]

... so ... that thing I needed to talk to you about...
fourteen: (pic#2976864)

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[personal profile] fourteen 2012-11-03 08:48 am (UTC)(link)
[ She follows him, keeping pace well enough. ]

... Riku told me something when I got back. About something someone had said... talking about eligible wives. [ Her brow furrows. That's still a vaguely ridiculous concept to her.

Her gaze, on the floor until now, moves to his face. Questioning, curious, a little disconcerted. ]
... he told me you said something about me.
fourteen: (fearful → I'm pleased to meet you)

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[personal profile] fourteen 2012-11-03 08:57 am (UTC)(link)
[ She's silent for a moment, watching him before tilting her head and moving her gaze away, staring off into a middle distance. ]

... he said you and Luke talked. ... more like argued, from the sound of it.

[ She lifts her hands, moving them against the strange gravity, curling and uncurling her fingers. ]

... do you really think ... I'm like his possession?

[ Her voice is not accusatory. If anything, she is a little sad, and she glances at him again, bright eyed and otherwise inscrutable. ]
fourteen: (disconnect → introduced by a)

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[personal profile] fourteen 2012-11-03 09:05 am (UTC)(link)
... I think he thought I deserved to know. I...

[ ... she didn't want to, really, if she's completely honest with herself. She could have done without knowing. But here they are. ]

Please, don't be angry at him. He ... he's always been there to protect me. He was just trying to help.

[ ... after a moment, she closes the gap, approaching him and laying a gentle hand on his shoulder. It takes rather more calculation than she'd like, in this environment. ]

... why did you say that?
fourteen: (pic#1707711)

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[personal profile] fourteen 2012-11-03 08:16 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Well. The bite in that statement, and the words themselves, will get her to let go. It hurts, and it really shouldn't after all this time.

She's silent for a long moment, memories washing over her as she struggles and fails to say ... anything. Anything at all. The look on Riku's face when she told him it was over. The way he tried so hard, over and over and over again, to win her back before that. All their petty arguments, the fight where he hurt her... his letter...

She still has that letter. And she only rereads it in dark moments when she believes she isn't worth very much at all. ]


... no ... he didn't. I know that. [ Said softly and very sadly. Masaomi struck a nerve whether he intended to or not. ] ... he knows that, too. Sometimes I still ... think about it. [ She winces over the words, as if that were not a thing she'd been intending to admit. ] Everything went so wrong... it was awful for a long time. But... I had to let go of the past. Or ... I never would have been able to face him again.

... are ... are you angry at him?
fourteen: (suspicion → friend of a friend)

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[personal profile] fourteen 2012-11-04 07:37 am (UTC)(link)
[ She turns from him then, abruptly, wounded in a way she would be hard pressed to describe. Maybe it's Ino's name... maybe it's the memory of discovering Riku was dating someone in the midst of her grief over Luke's looming death. Maybe its the strange implicit threat.

But she's still not used to the gravity, and her sudden movement puts her off balance. She falls to her knees with an oof of breath, legs out to her sides. She just sits there for a moment. ]


... have you ever been controlled by someone, Masaomi? Do you know what it's really like to be someone's puppet? To have someone... always pulling your strings? [ She bows her head. She's looking at her hands as she talks, thinking of a predatory smile and orange-gold eyes. There is nothing accusatory to her tone; only something muted and strange and unhappy. ]

I do. Before I got to Luceti, that's all I was... a puppet. A weapon. Trash... I couldn't even do what they made-- what they wanted me to do.

[ Her voice turns a little sharp, only because of her hurt. ]

Luke doesn't own me. I'll never be his possession. He respects me... he would never treat me like that. He makes me happy. You still haven't told me why you said that.
fourteen: (anger → I think we've met)

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[personal profile] fourteen 2012-11-04 08:16 am (UTC)(link)
Then why?

[ She turns her head to look at him, uncertain and a little angry and still hurt. ]
fourteen: (pause → you'll turn to me and say...)

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[personal profile] fourteen 2012-11-04 08:23 am (UTC)(link)
[ ... she moves to face him, shifting on the floor. ]

... what do you mean?
fourteen: (uncertainty → on my porcelain skin)

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[personal profile] fourteen 2012-11-04 08:49 am (UTC)(link)
[ ... she rests her chin on her palm, staring at him with more confusion than anything else now. ]

Then why did you say that?

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