Masaomi Kida (
generalflirt) wrote1990-03-07 03:35 pm
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Appointments Post ( I )
This post here is for personal conversations which should happen but one or both of us doesn't want to put up a new post/log and thus we will just thread it out here. This can be used to thread with Masaomi anytime and anywhere. This can either be in person (with action), or via the journal's call feature (voice and/or written).
When replying to this post please mark in the subject line when and how it is taking place EX:
[Action, March 11th]
[Voice, September 8th]
Written, June 10th]</b
When replying to this post please mark in the subject line when and how it is taking place EX:
[Action, March 11th]
[Voice, September 8th]
Written, June 10th]</b
[action, SEPTEMBER 5th]
Promise me.
[action, SEPTEMBER 5th]
Mm, I promise.
[action, SEPTEMBER 5th]
Within moments she finds this to be pretty uncomfortable anyway, with the pressure pressing down in her ribcage making it a little harder to breathe, so she ends up climbing to her feet. ]
... I never knew you felt like that about Riku.
[action, SEPTEMBER 5th]
[.................Okay that was a bad joke. But it does pick up his own mood, and thus is something which makes him grin as he stands and begins to get back to walking]
But as it stands, alas, I feel the need to be a janitor.
[action, SEPTEMBER 5th]
She's thinking. Thinking about him. Thinking about the first time they went on a draft together and the wild look in his eyes. Thinking about the fight club and how adamant he was that it was no place for a lady like her.
Thinking about the vitriol in his voice when he talked about Riku. ]
Masaomi.... how long have we been friends?
[action, SEPTEMBER 5th]
[He hums at the memory] I carried your groceries. Come to think of it, I remember you looked upset that day.
[action, SEPTEMBER 5th]
[ She shakes her head. ] Anyway... I feel like there's something I should tell you. You've known me so long you probably deserve to know... [ She pauses again, uncertainty creeping into her expression. ] ... just ... promise me you won't think of me any differently, okay?
[action, SEPTEMBER 5th]
Mmm, I can't promise that, right? Not for sure.
[action, SEPTEMBER 5th]
But she owes it to him. Even if he can be kind of a jerk sometimes. ]
... Masaomi, I'm not ... like you. ... I was made, not born. I'm only three years old... I'll turn four soon, though. [ A beat. Come on, Xion, get to the point. ] I'm not human, Masaomi. In my world... I'm called a Replica.
[action, SEPTEMBER 5th]
Made? Replica? Four?
...Huh. He doesn't immediately say anything, waiting if she's got more to go with it]
[action, SEPTEMBER 5th]
I was made to be ... a weapon. The people that created me wanted me to be a Keybearer for them... so they could collect hearts. But Xemnas... he wasn't honest with us about what he wanted. In the end, he was only working for his own selfish ends. I didn't know... not for a long time. I just did my job, even if I wasn't always very good at it. I would fail... and Saix would yell at me.
[ Why is all of this pouring out of her now? ]
He said I was worthless... a mistake. I was broken... sometimes, I couldn't use the Keyblade, and I felt like... like I was nothing. All I ever was was their puppet... to control as they wished.
I finally decided I had enough, and ran away... but all I did was cause trouble for everyone. In the end... I made my own best friends' pain worse. They tried so hard for me.... I'll always love them for that. [ A smile comes and goes, fleeting and sweet and sad. ]
... I guess what I'm trying to say is... I know what it's like to really be a puppet. To be controlled... and looked down on. That's why... I didn't like hearing you said that. I won't ever let anyone control me ever again. [ With some steel. ]
[action, SEPTEMBER 5th]
Abused to a breaking point? Worthless? Hah. He never had it spelled out so clearly, but why would he need to have it spelled out like that, honestly? One look at Yori Kida would speak volumes, and one look at Saki's hospital room informs his failings. Izaya's while path defines how he's expendable. Used to be. Used to be.]
To be honest, it seemed to me that she looked like you, rather than the reverse. After all, as much as I would love to have gotten to know some parts of Kairi-chan more intimately, I have known you longer.
[action, SEPTEMBER 5th]
[action, SEPTEMBER 5th]
[Irreverently, still]
[action, SEPTEMBER 5th]
... the people that made me had a goal... a goal I couldn't complete. Not when I figured out what it was. [ She sighs, and shakes her head. ] That's all a long time ago, now... it's been years since then.
[action, SEPTEMBER 5th]
You know, for being as young as you are, you really do look good, Xion-chan. I'm more impressed than ever.
[action, SEPTEMBER 5th]
A crooked smile --
And then bumps her shoulder against his. ]
Pervert. Come on, I'll race you!
[ And with that, she takes off at a run, laughing. ]
[action, SEPTEMBER 5th]